I contemplated many things this morning. I did not read a new chapter in TSP, I have much to think on.
Last night I went out to a see a new Art Installation. It was at one one of the more avante garde galleries and generally draws an eclectric crowd.
The installation while einteresting was far from thought provoking and the crowd, well I suspect they came for the free crackers.
My goal this year is to get out every weekend at least one evening. Get dressed and go. Something other than clients and real estate.
I have been speaking of moving for the last 5 years and as I drove home 30 minutes after I had left I realized I truly must.
So those were the thoughts I woke to this morning and carried me into my office for my SAD and reading session. This morning I started my gratitude journal, the one I have owned for over a year and read through the "Key" to living the laws of attraction.
I realized last night and today that the thing that is holding me back is me.
Be the change.
In my gratitude journal I wrote that I am grateful for Dana's friendship and that I am healthy enough to change my body physically.
As I read thru the key I was reminded of all the things I must do to be the change.
My attitude has sucked for the last 2 days and I really have been looking at why.
I really need to leave Winnipeg and I looked at the reasons that have held me back.
Be the change
Ok, I get it.
There have been 2 major things that have hindered my moving forward. Likely excuses in some way but certainly obstacles and now that they are removed I must go on. Going back is not an option.
There are now a few things I must do to clear the way for me to go. I know what they are, I know how to deal with them and I will do it.
I have done a vision board in the past. I have a lovely electronic one that works on my computer.
What I wanted has not changed but my belief that I can has.
I realized this morning that I beleived it was too late and I could not. No matter how many positive visions you put in front of you, if you do not beleive then its not going to happen.
Its not too late and I am not too old.
I can do this and I will.
I know what my biggest obstacles are and I know how to deal with them.
So as I continue to read TSP over the next few months I will also be adding my gratitude journal and keeping focus on the Laws of attraction. TSP is based on all of these things so its just another step in the process. Many things are clearer today. I am sure fear lingers in the background but I have no time,
Thanks Dana, I will.Be the change
A critical time of year for you, I perceive, with the shortening of the days and the darkness.
ReplyDeleteYes, me too... and also held back by myself. Everyone is probably. Lucky we have recognised this, so we can go through it and conquer.
I have also had the thought that "I am too late" for a serious change. Yet, all around us are shining, successful examples of people who have done it. You can do it, I can do it. Yes, the key is the belief that YOU/I can do it.
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